motivation

I need motivation for life, because i have no life. I really need to lie more often. if everyone as honest as me then we wouldn't have war but we would all be on anti depressents. i really think i prefer war to anti depressents because human on human violence violence, while the biggest threat of exctinct, is not the only one. in other words someone has to be the designated driver for humanity.

but i'm getting off topic. to distract myself from how pitiful a social life i have i untertook the gigantic task of writing a book. in a foriegn languege. that i don't know. so not only writing an epic length book, but learning new languege as well. the languege; japanese. the book; the chilling tale of a boy (with fatal familial insomnia) who's family was killed by the totalitarian government for "treason" (wink wink) and what lengths he has to go to to

diguise his identity and find safety.

but what i plan to do is get a grip on the language (THREE DIFFERENT LANGUAGES!!! TWO OF THEM HAVE LIKE 40 CHARACTERS WHILE THE THIRD IS THE CHINESE SYMBOLS!!! LIKE 30000 CHARACTERS!)while mainly focusing on writing the book.

P.S. which do you think would fit best as slang for a tryanical regime; dynasty,kingdom, or federation?

P.s.s. how would a kid about 15 get clothes when he had his face all over the news because he "escaped from the happy hills psych ward" so he can't just go into any establishment? seriously this one has me stumped and i'd love suggestions. 

Well, that was fun.

Been forever since I've done anything of any use here, but I've come to realize, through my own studies and sluggish streams of consciousness, that if I had to create a philosophy for everyone to follow it would probably look a lot like this. I had been thinking of devoting a bit of my time to this project, not that I have the time, but I have the itch every once and a while to do something creative and get my head out of the box. To do something worth while (aside from furthering my own education and enjoying the occasional all-you-can-eat sushi binge) is really the point of it all anyway, isn't it?

So, best get cracking. See you all on the flip side I suppose.